Assalamualaikum :/

Read the picture above. It relates 100% with MY life.

Pathetic right ? Well there it is.

I cry myself to sleep everyday thinking that I'm just a fat girl. An ordinary pathetic little fat girl.

Nothing special. But I'm grateful I have the strength to hold on to life. Iman aku kuat .

And my real problem is at school.

I don't know but I just... wanna.... get out from that prison. Yes I said it, PRISON.

I hate myself. You guys are soo lucky that there are people willing to wait for you to teman you pergi lunch break ke atau morning tea. Me ? NO ONE sanggup tunggu.

I'm lonely. I need a bestfriend. Really need one. FOREVER ALONE lah me.

No only boys but girls, they judge people by their LOOKS.
"Okay kalau budak nie gemok ke tak lawa ke takyah rehat ngan dia."

 DUDE , agak agak ah skit. Org centu pon ade perasan lah.

Kau igt korg tu hapee ? So damn perfect ? Well, SHIT. It ain't true. AT ALL.

Sorry for the harsh words but I just can't hold i in anymore. I cry everyday.

But for what ? For my life ? Danggg pathetic alert ? 

I'm just lucky I got into that school to LEARN.

I have to set my goal to learn not to .... huhhhh...

who am I kidding. I NEED friends.

I'm not saying I don't have any there. I HAVE TONS but I don't have that one bestfriend that I do EVERYTHING with.

I gotta search and search and search. I gotta be less BUSYBODY right ? 

Okay I admit. My goal selepas cuti semester nie I wanna less my talking and be MORE QUIET.

Most of all, study hard. I MEAN HARD. And let my love life take a break.

I don't wanna search for any bf or anything. I mean COME ON dude , I'm only 13, helloooooo.

And nak kuatkan lagi IMAN :) K byeeeeeeeee. I wanna do my maths. Algebra, yayyyy -.-

Asalamualaikum :)

-nurulainabu-